Irfaan Razi

Walk of hope

2011-05-13T03:36:00.000+08:00

How would you feel when you're all excited to go out for some fun with a bunch of awesome people, you get a call, telling you should be back early? The mood totally drops down low. That was exactly how I felt. I didn't wanna disappoint the rest so I just shut my mouth and kept quiet. When I was asked why I was being silent all of a sudden, I just replied "Just taking in the moment of where I'm at now, really enjoying the view." :\

I didn't really know I had that kind of curfew even if I get back home at 3am or 4am. I'm not oblivious that it is late and all risks are definitely on the rise, but hopefully nothing goes wrong. I will always have a positive attitude towards my town & housing area.

Just had to get it all out there.

-I

Flipped it upside down.

2011-04-14T03:10:00.002+08:00

The working schedule has totally changed my daily routine. I practically have very late showers and it's not good for the bones. :S The chances of me getting osteoporosis and arthritis is being a lot more possible if I keep doing this unhealthy practice. Apart from that, work's been awesome. I feel like I'm in a good place and the ambience is heartwarming and pleasant. To make coffee and put a smile on those caffeine addicts is wonderful. ;D I can't wait to get my first paycheck, I'm saving up for a new mobile phone. The one that I'm currently using is turning 4 years old and the keypads aren't functioning smoothly. Still, I do love my Sony phone cause it is my first phone. I'm not the type that changes it like it's a t-shirt or undies. Lol.

I'm rambling nonsense shit. Au revoir for now!

A little bit of this, of that

2011-03-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

I've been neglecting to write anything lately on this online journal. There's a reason for such action cause my chat box has been hogged up with spammers. They claim to be innocent yet they include abnormal URL links under their cover-up names. Why can't you guys just be civil? It isn't that much of a heavy task..

The holidays have been a joy so far along the way. It's still not over until I say so. So much time to be filled up with whatever you can possibly think of doing. Things that you couldn't have completed while you had unfinished business. Now the package's a done deal, I will use up all the time wisely. Already almost a month of my break, I went on a couple of getaways. Just one that I needed to destress the tension that had built up. I love having quality family vacation.

I'm sleepy and I should hit the sack. I'll continue next time.

-I.

Get it right

2011-03-20T16:10:00.002+08:00

What's up with these spammers on my chatbox? Can't you guys just scatter off?

;(

The end, soon

2011-02-12T10:27:00.004+08:00

It is February 12, technically 10 days left till I finish with my exams and Foundation studies. After one and a half years of learning the basics, it's finally coming to an end. A new door's opening for me soon which is persuing my degree. There's always loads of wondering thoughts in my head about what will happen in the future especially being kilometers away from home. However, I have to think to myself that I am in university to study and have accomplishment in my studies. No more too much relaxing (well I try to balance it).

My exams will be on Feb 16th, 20th & 22nd. I have three subjects that I must score well. I foremost will try my hardest to have great outcomes later on. I need a good feeling like "I did it!" You know? ;) It's always the best feeling if you have accomplished something that you've worked hard for. I pray for some strength and motivation so that I can keep moving forward and concentrate to the fullest since I'm about to finish with my foundation studies. A few more days to step it up and perform.

After my exams, I can't wait to have a very long break. I wanna indulge myself back to the reading world. Have some time for it. It's been a while since I've picked up a good read and actually finish it. I still remember how good it feel to be in a fantasy & imaginary world when there's a book in hand. I think the last book I read was "Candy" by Kevin Brooks, really enjoyed it. Besides reading, I wanna work. Sparing my time by getting some green stuff. Probably save it a lil' bit but who knows what I'll do with it. I'm also excited for my trip later at end of this month and also in the middle of March. To be in tranquility. Go to the beach and just take in the breeze. Be with the family. :)

C'est tout pour maintenant. I will update if I have the mood. :)

Au revoir!

-I

Beyond my limits

2011-02-05T18:04:00.002+08:00

Clearly when ever I feel like I could use some writing therapy, more or less the topic of it would be the same. I think my variety of topics comes and goes out of the window inconsistently. I'm in awe to those who manage to live up their magic writing tricks and keep it interesting. It gives me more drive to write better and I look it up as a reference to improve my writing.

See. I have got no idea what to write.

-I.

Wonderful & milky

2011-02-04T05:43:00.005+08:00

Bear the title post.

Went out to Wondermilk on CNY eve. All of us have been anticipating to go there for a while now. First of my mind, the place had been mentioned quite a number of times by peers around. So why not check it out and judge it. Hung out with Irah & Farah.

The interior deco was amazing. Definitely out of the norm which for certain things can sometimes be either good or bad. If only my house looked like that from the inside. ;D The food was exceptional. Although the portion was a tad small than I had hoped for. Nevertheless, the taste didn't disappoint me at all. Not to forget, the cupcakes were the best attraction for Wondermilk. The best ones I've tried so far. Yeah that delicious. I'd reckon it for cupcake lovers out there. Tina was supposed to join us but due to the unexpected disapproval from her rents, we will definitely bring her there soon. :) I wanna come back too. We dropped by at her house for a couple of hours just to lift her mood up and chill. I had a great time.

-I.

The extremist

2011-02-01T01:02:00.003+08:00

Rainy days have been cruising over in KL these couple of days. I hope the cold breezy climate continues. Hey how bad could it be for just a slight change? Hot and sunny days aren't my favourites to be under especially if you have to walk to your classroom. Being under the scorching sun, umm no thanks. I just love to sleep even more. Maybe I'll try switching on the air conditioner in my room to feel how cold it can be. ;)

It's currently the New Lunar Year season. I'm always happy to be around the festive seasons. Something about it makes me cheerful a little bit deep inside. May it be Chinese New Year, Deepavali, or Christmas, I'm in the spirit. What comes with festive seasons? The holidays of course. However, my campus is not giving a week off from classes. That sucks but well you know, it's expected coming from my university. I'm looking forward to hanging out with my friends though. It's been weeks since we've met up and have good laughs. Can't wait for the constant sarcastic jokes. :P

On a side note, let me be clear, I don't just accept friend requests. I have to know who I'm about to get personal with. I don't just simply befriend some bozo creep cause I'm not a typical loser who just wants to have millions of friends. Bloody please, make an effort to message the person. There IS a "MESSAGE" button to press on and type your message. That's a proper way to befriend a person. I'm sorry if this is harsh, but fuck it. This is just how I am in reality. Stalk all you want unless you talk to me personally, I'll never accept your requests. Period. Get it now?

Before I finish this entry, Steven Tyler rocks the shit out of American Idol. YEAH! :)

-I.

No curtain calls

2011-01-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

Random. That's the main idea. Let me get right into it.

TWITTER is my Facebook now. Most definitely the #1 page I open up to check whenever I go online. If I could hug and kiss it, I wouldn't miss the chance. Alright, a little too far? Right! ;P That's how I keep in touch with my close friends. Not with strangers.

-I.

The youth

2011-01-20T19:08:00.003+08:00

"What's on your mind?"

"What's happening?"

From week to week, quizzes and books are going to be my mates. I should stop fucking around and be on form. Never wonder off towards unwanted desires.

Let me be off track for a while though, I'm getting my MAROON 5 tickets tomorrow! :D Front row seats, hell yeah! MGMT and Maroon 5 gigs, splendid way to start of 2011. Fuck, can't wait!

Oh the net's being bloody slow. Not worth my time to upload a pic.

-I.

You've fallen prey

2011-01-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

To say the you're disgusted with cigarettes and now you're a smoker? That clearly shows you've fallen prey to peer pressure. I just found out that one of my good friends is a ciggie addict. It's never a good feeling to see someone you care about slowly destroying their lives. Well, I may be exaggerating with the word "destroy". More or less I meant that what he's taking can cause bad health side effects.

I've had a couple of experiences with knowing about people whom I care about that smoke. I tend to always find out first. They'd never tell me but being an observer, I got out the truth & it had hurt me. I sincerely wish that those who've fallen prey towards peer pressure to think back and realize that smoking does no good to you at all. Chuck out that mentality of yours. I'm referring to "We will all die some day, that's up to fate". Shitty excuse. Of course it's right but to ignore your health is unacceptable. Knowing that you come from being a goody person, that disturbs me a little bit. I'd smack your head I have the chance.

I won't be too surprised too if you're a drinker.

-I.

This place about to blow

2011-01-14T18:06:00.003+08:00

Dance craze. Rock out the beats. Heavy bass.

Currently into electro/dance music. The feeling of it just uplifts my spirits and moods up.

"Would you hold it against me?"

-I.

The overwhelming realness

2011-01-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

My heart is still pounding. My mind keeps flashing back to the horrific memory of what I had seen for the past hour and a half. Literally, my eyes popped right out of my sockets as I freaked!

You must be wondering what the hell I'm talking about. Me and my campus friends watched a horror-documentary film called Haunted Changi. The movie itself was filmed using real life video footage which definitely adds up the hype to why I wanted to watch it in the first place. :S At first, I may have thought that documentary-ish films were just average but after watching Haunted Changi, it changed my perception. It scared the shit out of me. Horror buffs should not miss it. :S

-I.

All the wonders

2011-01-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

I've been wondering, does anyone read what I have to say here? Thanks to those who want to know. This blog somehow when I express my thoughts and feelings to it, a slight happy emotion comes to life. Thus, I decided that I should be writing more often.

About just now, probably minutes ago, I checked my MUET result. MUET is an English proficiency test catered for students to enter public university. After countless trials, I finally managed to have a look at my results which was a Band 3. The first thought that came to mind was that I was kinda expecting it and am a little bit disappointed . It's just the gut feeling that I have when I know that my results would not be stupendous. I think my writing exam (with a tough question) had played a role towards me getting an average score. Nevertheless, I should be thankful enough to God. My writing skills are rusty since I've never been subjected to attend any English classes. I was exempted from it by the way. I know myself well that my English is alright & is probably not excellent as others like Irah. :P As a lesson, this will keep motivating me to push further towards improving my English skills.

On a another chapter, the weekend is almost approaching and I'm excited to be back. I'll be back by Friday afternoon because my teacher decided to conduct a quiz on Friday morning. As always, my days are usual with inconsistent studying and doing my homework/tutorials. I'll only have 2 hours of classes tomorrow. Slightly delighted cause I get to have more sleep time and watch a little bit of TV. ;) I'ma go and start on my revision. Au revoir!

-I.

Not the usual

2011-01-03T18:34:00.003+08:00

Usually I don't write that often especially day-to-day. However, my mood's been different and makes me feel like I should note down whatever thoughts. I'll look back at these entries someday and possibly I'll learn something from it.

First day of classes. Back to college and attending regular lectures. I've already got tons of stuff to do. Tutorials/assignments to complete & study for upcoming quiz this Friday. Why does my teacher like to make the quiz on a Friday. Ahh, I'd be at home already by Thursday evening. :( Supposedly I should be thinking positively. Thank God that Monday classes are over though! It's the most busiest day of the week for me. I literally fell asleep in my afternoon class. Luckily, Ustaz didn't notice me. At that time, I wished I was on my bed.

On a happier side, I'm glad to see back my college friends. I missed our lepak time when we would talk about anything and just have a good laugh.

Au revoir for now.

-I.

It's the end

2011-01-01T23:18:00.008+08:00

My mid-term holiday is about to end. I feel like it's already dunzo. Classes will commence on Monday from 9am to 4pm with a one hour break for lunch and prayers. Monday is always the most busiest day of the week for me. Other days it'll be just two to four hours of classes. That's not bad at all. Although one thing that I dislike is to have back-to-back classes. Imagine the first 2 hours of Chemistry, and then 2 hours of Physics right after. Brain juice totally drained out. :\

I plan to be more focus in my studies as I've written in the past entry. To see other peers getting awesome results puts me in the spot to do well for myself. In reality, I know everyone would be ecstatic if their results were 3.0 or 3.5. Time management and commitment is key cause I wanna make my parents proud. What better way than to get spectacular results. Having more faith is a plus too. Sometimes I'd skip or miss my prayers which is never a good thing. I believe that with prayers they help a lot with your life and decisions. Allah definitely will help those who are in need of Him. That feeling needs to be more implanted within me. I wanna stand proud with accomplishments from the cause of The Almighty.

New year's resolution have not quite been a reality for most of what I have planned as my goals. Maybe just a little that I've managed to accomplish and those could be minor targets. Right, enough with the past and learn from it. Believe believe!

"Success does not consist in never making blunders, but in never making the same one a second time."

Josh Billings

-I.

New Year, new beginnings?

2011-01-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!

Man, time flies super fast and look.. a year already ended. My resolutions would probably be to have more focus on my studies, have more faith, improve on my time managemnt & live to be a better person. I'll try to make the right decisions, not forgetting that mistakes will come around eventually. To learn from it and improve.

2010 was a great year. Well, I think it was kinda great. I'm most proud of myself that I managed to go overseas alone. My vacation in Melbourne was breathtaking and I'll never forget it. After 8 years, I finally was back in the land of Kangaroos & Koalas. Plus, I've gotten more close friends & the adventures we've been through. How awesome.

Stuff has been planned & hope that it goes according to it:

- I'll be finishing off my foundation studies by end of February. Work hard to pass those tough subjects.

- Can't wait to go to Sabah for a week to meet my relatives & also bring my grandmother back to KL.

- If I pass all my subjects, I'll be having a long break until September. It's cause my intake will be at that time.

- Get a job to spare some time.

- Hopefully travel overseas again. (Melbourne, please.)

- Continue back on by reading hobby. It's been a while since I've read a good fiction book.

Cheers to a good 2011.

-I

Indie love

2010-12-22T17:13:00.002+08:00

Absolument libre!

Pour maintenant.

The time that I have been wanting to come is finally here. :) Mid-term exams are done and I'm really looking forward for the mid-term/Christmas holidays. Spending time in the most awesome town, Subang! My cousin and his fam are also in KL & I can't wait to meet them.

On another note, I've been into a lot of indie music. I got to know them from my on-going hobby & I search it online, press the download button. Currently digging Matt & Kim.

-I.

Saturated with facts

2010-12-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

I'm tired. My brain juice is totally used up. :\

-I.

What's your motive?

2010-12-20T11:37:00.003+08:00

It's a gonna be a quick entry.

The way I'm feeling right now is a lot of stress and thoughts circulating in my head. The stress is due to the fact that I'm having my mid-term exams. I have just one paper left (Chemistry) and the need to push further is huge. Why? Definitely to make myself proud and get the possible best results.

Though, that's not all the case, it's my competitive spirit that is helping me cope. As a Scorpio, I tend to be quite observant with people's moods and be loyal. A friend has been giving me negative vibes and it threatens me to react and do something about it. So I'm making a move that will benefit for myself. If that's the game you wanna play, it'd be your worse game ever. I'll make sure of that. It wasn't like that before at all, but lately you've changed to become a selfish competitive asshole. Other people feel it too, it's not just me.

Hopefully what's inside of you realises that you're pushing your friends away.

-I

A forever moment

2010-12-11T19:30:00.003+08:00

Good friends aren't easy to find and keep. Those who are there for you and care deeply, are ones to hold on tight to. I can make friends as much as I want to, but I know that a certain group will be till the end.

I love Friday nights just cause they can be totally unpredictable. I would have it called my "Hang Out" night. :)

Langhing at endless jokes. It's like a day at the spa, pour moi.

Now next outing, celebrating New Years! Can't wait!

-I

Suddenly, I see.

2010-12-05T03:15:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, I feel like I wanna write.

My family (literally right now) are on their way to Langkawi. They've planned a week off for a holiday along with my aunt, cousins and grandmother. It's just me now all alone in this empty house. The house, for myself! :P I'm just gonna be spending a day alone before I go back to campus. So it's cool. I won't be starving to death. Thank God.

December 4th, had a night outing with Irah and Farah. Just for dinner and dessert afterwards at Tutti Frutti. Even though I still have my coughs (they're not bad anymore), I went on and had some sweeeet frozen yogurt! Craving finally satisfied!

-I.

A war for myself.

2010-11-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

Almost a month and I'm wiping off the dust from this blog.

Bumping to Hall & Oates "You Make My Dreams" come true, it's a bloody awesome track.

Lets recall back. Hmm, I say I'm just as where I am today. As much as I want to step it up a notch, I never do. To find back the commitment isn't easy. Slapping myself won't just do much, then what will? I've been overdosing chill pills and it's bad.

I need some inspiration. A new one, at least. I've used all the other inspiration juice and it hasn't been effective.

By the way, I'm loving Metric's beats. Have a listen. ;)

-I.

Passage du temps

2010-11-03T01:47:00.005+08:00

It's been a month since I've left anything written out for this public journal.

To sum up what has happen over the past weeks, incredible times. I enjoyed myself more than I've ever had. Head banging to live music, filling my pockets with little coloured papers & just spending time with loved ones. If only a time machine was in front of me, I'd push the button right away back to October 19th. One of those moments that I glued it in my brain, heart and life.

New semester just kicked in. I'ma be as honest, try-to-be-hardworking-more & still be chirpy.

J'espère être plus motivé

(I hope to be more motivated)

-I.

To be unexpected

2010-09-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

It's a Saturday. I was just back for a day in Subang to catch up with whatever that's here (and also to send my dirty laundry). Irah and a couple of friends initially planned to celebrate Emme's birthday early in the morning.

However, in just a few hours after planning it, things turn upside down. Farah's dad had passed away because of a heart attack. Unexpected and it made me realize that Allah will eventually take our soul back. You'll never know when it's coming and all you can do is just to prepare (praying & being good) as if it was your last day. I saw the whole process until her dad was buried deep down. It was definitely a sad day and I don't think I laughed at all today, like most of the time.

I know that I'm not super duper close to you, Farah, but I hope think that we're at least good mates/friends. Friends are here to give support and I hope you'll be okay soon. This is a rough patch that will need some time to heal. All I can say is that do not lose focus and be strong always. Remember Allah and that He is always with you.

-I.

Next time you point a finger

2010-09-19T00:39:00.003+08:00

Voici une mise à jour.

Je dois la faire en français. Bien, un peu de cela. Juste essayer et pratiquer mon français. J n'ai pas fait bien dernièrement. Voici le premier pas. D'accord maintenant, changez à l'anglais.

Raya holidays is about to come to an end. :(

Never really got to enjoy it full blast cause of my exams being in the way of the fun. Had to tone the energy down a little bit. Boo hoo. Although, I did have some great times with people whom I love. My relatives/cousins and awesome friends. I wish for more days like that in future. Next one should be rocking out at the Paramore concert right? :D Ahh! Can't wait for that. Irah, as I'm writing this blog entry, it's exactly a MONTH away!!

My part to do before rocking out.. get focused with those books on my table theeeere. Arabic, Understanding Islam, Computer, Maths & Biology. Oui, cinq (five) subjects! Plus, in early of October, I'll have my listening and speaking MUET test. Hmm can I rock it?

"Feel like I'm living a teenage dream"

-I.

There's only room for rock.

2010-09-08T14:33:00.003+08:00

Paramore's finally coming down to KL & my ticket's already in hand, kept somewhere safe. :)

Bought them with Irah and Farah. :D

Can't wait for October 19th!

On another note, Selamat Hari Raya. :)

Have a great festive holiday.

-I.

United

2010-08-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

Bury the racism in you

If you have a problem with that, you're definitely uneducated. Go back to some rural area where they have just one race to live and meddle with.

-I.

I need a time for popcorn

2010-08-23T17:02:00.004+08:00

It's been quite sometime when I've ever really enjoyed a good movie. I have all these movies in my laptop but never seem to play it. Don't you have those days were you feel like you just have to watch something? All these work and busy life needs a cat nap.

I really wanna watch 500 Days of Summer.

It's already here, haven't got the right time to watch it. :\

-I.

The present to repeat itself

2010-08-22T04:25:00.007+08:00

Just yesterday, I met with my ex-classmates from French class. :)

Lyra, Mikhail & Jo Ann

Two of them, Lyra & Jo Ann were from the first level. They didn't continue after level 1 though cause Lyra had to migrate to Canada and Jo Ann couldn't continue since classes were shifted to another centre. So yeah after a year plus, we finally had a reunion. :) Woohoo! It was one of the best nights I've had. Catching up with each other and laughed a lot. Still hasn't really sunk in yet that we got to meet up. Especially Lyra since she migrated to Canada and now having her summer break. We don't get to see her often, so might as well take this opportunity to do so.
We had dinner at Tony Roma's, Sunway Pyramid. The service, the food, and also our seats were really good. :D

After dinner, we kinda hung around Pyramid just for a while right up till 9.50pm. Jo Ann & Lyra want to go hang out again soon. So will probably go watch Step Up 3. :) Hope that happens. InsyAllah. We said our goodbyes to Jo Ann and I sent Lyra and Mikhail back to thier cribs in Shah Alam. haha. This won't be the last hang out session alright guys.

Alliance Francaise will always be a part of me, and so will you guys too. :) Love our BU1 gang.

-I.

Ms. Teenage Dream

2010-08-22T04:17:00.002+08:00

I wanted to include these in my post about the World Stage, but the internet connection sucked badly. Now it's good. :) Just gonna post the two that are the best. Tons more photos but they're just too many to upload. haha

-I.

Can it all be like movie?

2010-08-17T20:49:00.004+08:00

As I promised.

MTV World Stage was the best night ever. It was on July 31st (I decided to not work for Baskin during that day). Feeling all pumped up from the adrenaline rush cause Katy Perry was in town to perform. It was her first time coming down to our shores. "Hell yeah!" I gotta be there. Watching her perform was definitely euphoric. Exage HAHA. The pain of my legs and back were quickly banished. ;) Wonder Girls and Bunkface were very good too. Tokio Hotel, they were dreadful to watch. Their music was comme çi comme ça ("so so" en francais) and the screaming fan girls didn't help cheer me up at all.

Marisa and Fakhrul came along with me. We were all early and it definitely payed off cause we were in the front. :) It was a night to remember. If Katy Perry were to come back, in a hearbeart, this time "Heaven yeah!" :D

Right, so now I have to get back to the books.

-I.

Slacking off

2010-08-10T01:43:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry blog, haven't been updating it as often as I should. Like I wanted to update about my best ever Saturday? That will happen. Just not at the moment. That'll be a long post to type it all out.

On the other side, I'm worried.

Worried that I might walk on the wrong path. Can it just be simple and easy to deal it with? :\

Concerns on my plate.

-I.

Disconnected

2010-08-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry that I have to do this to you.

System's overload by your presence.

Sometimes I just need to turn it off.

Let my overheat battery be ice cold.

Will update soon about my best Saturday yet. :)

-I.

Teenage dream

2010-07-24T19:36:00.006+08:00

A week left until MTV World Stage!

-I.

Leaving my fingerprints

2010-07-19T22:48:00.007+08:00

Best Sunday perhaps? Hmm maybe just one of them. ;)

I went to the MTV World Stage Roadshow with my cousin and a friend. Planned to just have fun and who know's might as well win some prizes. Though, only my friend ended up winning something, a lousy Hong Leong Bank bag. :\ Good side to it, at least it's something rather than numero uno. He was aiming to win the Meet 'n' Greet passes for Katy Perry. haha

The performances were awesome. Two bands performed which were Disagree and Stonebay. Both are local & they're not bad at all. I'm surprised. :)

Also managed to snap a pic with Utt and Flyfm's Hafiz. :)

-I.

Am I inspired?

2010-07-17T02:00:00.005+08:00

Not really right now. Am I?

This so random cause I completely have nothing much to write about. Agghh whatever then. I'ma just pinpoint what's been happening.

Firstly, exams are on the way. To be more precised, coming next weekend. Just around the block/corner. Little by little the nerves start to build up in my soul (wow that's deep -.-). I hope I'll ace it. At least try & make some proud achievements for myself. haha I wonder how those brainy pants do it.

Haih, at the same time, I'm quite thrilled that I got MTV World Stage passes! :) Gonna go with M. Please let there be a green light at the end of your tunnel. haha. This will be my first EVER concert experience. Wow, just at this age, I'm only starting. Other peers have might already been to plenty other gigs. :\ I'm the few who's never been to any, before. HAHA

Shout out to my awesome friends.

Irah, M, Amira, Zufar, Affif, Rafiq, Anas, Shanggar, Lisza Zaman, Ashley Wong, Fareena Zaman

Love you guys. :D

-I.

Clicks with one another

2010-06-28T20:18:00.004+08:00

Finally met them! :D

Last Friday was out early in the morning to meet up with M & Tash. My high school mates. We decided to start the day at 8.30am. How early right? But it was good timing cause we had more time to chat and do stuff. Since it was a Friday, I gotta attend the Friday prayer.

So I picked up M first from her house since Tash had to wait for her parents to come back from an Open Day. Hung out for 30mins at Tash's house. Watched some TV before heading off to McD as soon as her parents arrived and took her sisters off to the nursery. I had a Mega McMuffin with coffee. Delicious! :D

I gave them some souvenirs from Australia (a month ago, & I miss it!), & catched up on each other's business. haha. We got bored afterthat and took off to M's place. Continued to just chill and hang out. ;D Gonna miss you guys! Till our next outing alright. :)

Then after work, went to Baskin Taipan to hang out with Irah. We lepak-ed at Kayu, had some food till it was like 1am++. I offered to send Irah back home, homies do that right Irah? ;) w00t! haha.

I had such a great day! Ahh awesomeness. ;)

Till next time.

-I.

New week

2010-06-20T20:29:00.004+08:00

Another week just passed by. New week, new classes, new topics to learn, new homework to complete. :\

From now on, my Saturday's are work free. :) Spent the first no-work Saturday hanging out with my guy friends at night. So good to finally catch up and have the time like before we even enter college & university life. Hoping for more soon alright guys. Next week I wanna meet up with M and Tash. How long has it been since our last gathering? Too long that I can't even remember. haha. I hope everything goes well as planned.

-I.

World Stage!

2010-06-17T09:54:00.002+08:00

I wanna be there! :D

With a HUGE hope to get those free passes. It'll be on July 31st!

-I.

I want some more

2010-06-15T01:12:00.005+08:00

I hardly update much. Sometimes I have no idea what to splurge out of this brain of mine.

Does anyone ever read it anyway? :P Need to unclog the blockage.

Just over the weekend, we had a small get-together BBQ. Usual guests and with the new addition of my cousin from Labuan. Now he's studing in Puncak Alam. That place is quite far and huge! They even have the Batu Caves steps. More burden for the students to get to & back from classes.

Just read Iylia's blog.

I really like how this is so true. I hope you don't mind me "borrowing" your pic. haha ;)

I miss hanging out with my buddies btw. I hope to see you guys soon alright. :(

-I

Can it be like this anymore?

2010-06-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

New semester just started this week, after 3 weeks of break. My university doesn't really give long breaks and having to see other people still having their breaks, is quite not cool. haha :P

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately.

Mostly about how I would be able to balance up my studies and work at the same time. It's not easy for sure. For now, just gonna see how it flows through out the weeks. I might resign sooner or later. Probably it's time for me to have the weekend for resting and catching up with my friends & family. Haven't decided, just a "maybe".

I miss the times I had when I could go out with my friends or visit relatives without bothering to think of my free time colliding with work. To sum it up, my weekends are quite busy, but for the past 3 months, I was alright with the pace.

This sem, for every Friday I have no classes. :) I'll see what I can do. However, it's not all about having fun and being careless. Haha. I'm taking 5 subjects this time, I plan to do great. No slacking off. ;)

I'll update soon.

-I

It's not cold anymore

2010-05-22T01:51:00.004+08:00

I'm back in Malaysia y'all!

Arrived yesterday morning and thank God that I got to have a good sleep in the plane. Previously, I couldn't barely sleep. Maybe was too excited? HAHA.

After experiencing the cold weather and how awesome it was, in here where it's super hot, it's like if you crack an egg on the road, it'll literally fry up. :P Melbourne was definitely a holiday to remember. My first time going out of the country by myself and trying to be more independent.

In the city, loads of Asians. I felt like I was in Singapore or something and you can differentiate the percentage between of Australians and Asians. haha

I'm already missing my friends. Fareena & Larry especially. It was super fun to hang out with you guys. Made me feel like I was at home and welcomed. :) I would definitely would wanna come back and visit you guys next year! This time live with you guys in your new apartment. Woohoo. Then we can do some tourist stuff that you guys too have not had the time to do yet. HAHA. :D

AWESOMENESS.

-I.

Melbourne, chillax.

2010-05-17T17:44:00.004+08:00

Hellllllo!

I missed blogging. I didn't have any net connection! Zufar didn't pay up his bill so I had to suffer. Hahaha. Until today, I've gotten on it practically almost 1 hour and continuing. ;)

Right now I'm blogging in Swinburne University, Prahran. Followed Ena and Larry to hang out in the library. Never felt this good. haha! Alright I'm an internet junkie. :P So what? Just had some huge sushi just now. Teriyaki chicken & eel/unagi. :)

I really like Prahran alot. It's more cozy and relaxed than the city. Carlton is super near the city which can be convenient but you don't get the relaxing feel.. Chapel St. in Prahran has alot of cool shops like antiques and vintage store. If wanna go shop for clothes, there's alot too of good brands.

A few more days till I get back to Malaysia. Gonna miss the weather and basically the country. HAHA. Ena wants me to come back next year and do some tourist outings together with her and Larry when they're on their holidays. That'd be really great. Let's hope I save up enough money and have the chance! Yeah? :D :D

Au revoir

-I.

2010-05-05T02:47:00.003+08:00

It's almost a week since I stepped in.

Are there a lot of juicy news to really let anyone know (if my blog's even an existence)?

My one and only final paper is on Friday morning. Nervous, quite.

I'm expecting it not to be all the pinpoint cause it's Chemistry. It can be tricky at time. ;)

Right after that, off for 3 weeks of holiday. I'll be spending 1o days of it in chilly & supposely cold Melbourne.

It'll be my first to travel to another country (moreover a continent!) alone. haha :D I wonder what will I stumble upon to. Let's just pray that everything goes smoothly as expected. :) Me, Irah & Marisa have this impression that like I'm a traveling backpacker. Like those you see on TV. :P Those people get it right with everything. So I inspire to pick up some useful traveling tips. ;)

I've already done some research on certain cool places to check out. Gonna have my camera with definitely and just relax. It's been 8 years since my first trip to Melbourne. That was the time where I had running shoes as my going-out shoes. :P haha!

By the way, TRUE BLOOD is so soon! June 13th couldn't be any nearer.

Alright, heading off to bed now. Sleep sleep.

Je n'ai pas eu d'assez de sommeil.

Je dois dormir!

Au revoir.

-I.

Lovely to be fake?

2010-04-25T19:42:00.003+08:00

You're as fake as the things from Petaling Street.

Don't act like I don't know,

Suprised to actually know the real you.

FAKE.

-I.

Blankness

2010-04-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

I've got nothing concrete to blab about.

Should I dig in really deeply to have at least a tinsy winsy topic? Nah.

Need to actually "tick" the boxes on my checklist.

[ ] Complete tutorials (5 & 6)

[ ] Fully covered studying for Friday's quiz

[ ] Finish off completing my Chemistry notes

[ ] Start revising for finals (2 weeks time!)

-I.

It's all a mix.

2010-04-18T21:21:00.003+08:00

To wrap it up and tie in a bow,

My weekend was terrific.

It's was great cause I met the people who's everything in my life. :D haha

Irah is now working with me at Cafe and that's like getting a bonus treat cause Irah you're awesome. ;D Working is now a lot more fun cause we can laugh and make jokes. haha. Less of some serious energy there. ;)

Last night, Ashley and I went to lepak right after we both were done with our work. I just got back home when suddenly she rang me up. haha. I'm glad that you did Ash. Lepak was really awesome! :D Lisza missed out. But no worries, still had a blast.

Just today, met with Razin. Out of the blue you appear in Pyramid. haha. Awesome & cool dude. He had to lend his DSLR to Jerry (BR area manager) cause he wants to use it for the manager's Cherating trip. So, we had lunch and just lepak at Subway. Their sandwiches are the best ever. :D

Great spectacular fantastic weeeekend. ;D

Tomorrow I'm going back to my hostel. Exam's in like 3 weeks time. Trying not to forget to study & revise.

-I.

Yes, mine!

2010-04-12T00:33:00.005+08:00

I finally got my fcuk kicks (stole that word from Iylia. haha :p)

But I couldn't find the hid shirt. :(

The same one as you can see the post before. :D

They were a bit pricey but I just had to get them. I'm pretty happy, still.

On another part of my life, I just wraped up my mid-term exam which wasn't too shabby suprisingly. :) But I'm not trying to get my hopes high. haha Now finals are soon. Probably in 3 weeks time. Struggle and be nervous Irfaan! Only that way I can push harder.

Just a month left till my holiday trip! :D

-I.

Raya's too long to wait

2010-04-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

I need something new.

Wishlist!

French Connection (FCUK) shoes and that hid shirt. :(

-I.

Quick wrap up

2010-04-04T20:20:00.004+08:00

Hello blog.

Mid-sem is this Thursday.

I have to study the first 3 chapters of Chemistry & the same time trying not to slack off too much. Over the past weeks, I've been working on the weekends. So it's tiring but I love my work. I enjoy it.

Mum said to me "You have quite a number of pimples right now." :( That can only mean that I haven't been resting much. This means I gotta drink more water and relax (balance it right)!

-I.

It'll last forever

2010-03-31T20:26:00.004+08:00

I'm absolutely grateful that I have all of you.

Doesn't matter where you come from or where we met.

Old & new ones, without them life would be nothing.

-I.

It's a birthday! :)

2010-03-22T19:27:00.004+08:00

Bon Anniversaire!

Here's a birthday shoutout to my dear friend.

Lisza "Pizza" Zaman.

I don't have a picture of just you to post. haha. So.. met way back in primary school and got connected back after being M.I.A, last year. :) Haha. Glad to meet you again and hope it continues. You're a very awesome friend and I love you loads. :D

-I.

Into something good

2010-03-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hello there people. ;)
Been a few days since I did not express whatever it is I'm supposed to. haha ;)

Let's recall.
Right, so new semester just started. It's already a week and I'm loving every second of it. My classes are just 2 or 3 hours per day. Only taking one subject which is Chemistry 1. However, mid-sem exam is just two-three weeks away! Yikes. So soon. "Not to self" Start early with those preparations. :P

I also have been working on the weekends. Tiring but I like working. At least, there's something to do rather than be bored and gain some extra moolah. :) Currently, I'm typing/writing this entry while waiting for my dad to send me back to university. He's hooked on to the football game.

Wait, I hear his voice. He's coming down.
Bye!

- I.

Bring Alex back!

2010-03-17T22:58:00.010+08:00

What if he sang the song he intended to in the first place?

The producers told him to sing "Trouble" by Ray LaMontagne when it was suppose to be "Let Me Love You" by Mario.

So much better with the Mario song.

Btw there's this hugely responsive petition about to bring back Alex on American Idol. AI have done it before last season where they brought back Anoop and making show history, first Top 13. Even Demi Moore has been tweeting and supporting this.

Sign the petition!

It's been creating alot of buzz in the media. So far, no rejection.

-I.

Your perspective on life on sucks

2010-03-16T20:21:00.008+08:00

Short sem just started.

I'm now back in the hostel and glad to meet up with friends.

This semester I'm only taking Chemistry 1 & classes are only 2-3 hours per day! I have absolutely loads of free time. So far spent on sleeping and watching tv series. HAHA. What we're learning now isn't much by the way right now, but still I gotta keep up with the pace. Study Irfaan! Don't slack just cause you have time!

Since it's just short sem, I've got time to work on Fridays and the weekends. :) Making some extra pocket and actually saving it. :P

Alright gotta start with Chemistry. I've got a few questions to complete & a lab experiment to study.

Au revoir!

-I.

I don't need a parachute

2010-03-12T20:59:00.004+08:00

You have slipped away,

Fell on the sideways,

What's in that big head?

Only those who care stick around,

Please realize.

-I.

Shine for us

2010-03-11T23:58:00.006+08:00

It's the last week of holidays.

I felt like it passed by just a snap!

Today I found out my results for my first sem. It's good. Not great. I wished it was great and this result will only make me push harder and struggle way more for this coming sem. I've got only 1 subject to focus on. So I can't slide away and be lost. It'd be a waste.

Btw, my French exam is on this Saturday. Kinda prepared but with more revision and preparation won't hurt. Push push!

-I.

Brave new pink

2010-03-04T01:16:00.005+08:00

New BR uniform/t-shirt.

-I.

Drained out.

2010-03-02T22:47:00.004+08:00

Just so tired, really drained out.
I started working yesterday at Cafe Baskin Robbins, Sunway Pyramid. It was a new experience that comes with it's pros and cons. haha

Definitely more tiring than working in Taipan cause I can't sit all the time in Sunway. Just cause it's more of like an island concept outlet, I'm not allowed to even rest my ass and back. haha :P
However, there's a computer with internet! :D I can go FB-ing (never tried it yet!). Owh! another thing, starting from tomorrow, all staff are given new t-shirts in PINK! This will be my first time wearing pink. hahaha :P

Now I wanna catch up with some TV series, Private Practice and The Amazing Race. :)
Au revoir, bisses.

-I.

Bon bon anniversaire!

2010-03-01T02:20:00.003+08:00

Bon anniversaire!

Just wanna give a birthday shoutout to my friends.

Iskandar Khairani.

My primary school buddy. It's been quite sometime since we've hung out. Didn't really catch up much since you went to boarding school and we got disconnected. haha

But it's all good. Hope we could meet up really soon.

Iylia Adreena.

Meet you through Lisza. We're kinda new friends but we'll grow to be great friends. haha ;D

You're an awesome new friend. So cheers to that! See you real soon 'aight!

-I.

Random snaps.

2010-02-28T18:49:00.004+08:00

Just some random photographs I snapped.

Table tiles from Chilis.

Chicken Quesadillas

Chilis have awesome food! :D

-I.

Oh shit, I'll survive.

2010-02-24T23:36:00.004+08:00

Jerry called. :D He's the area manager for Baskin Robbins.
A smile was on my face but that didn't stay long enough till the bad part. Not exactly bad, just that it's non-preferable to me.

He said he's gonna place me at the old BR, not Cafe BR. :(
Sucks. The old BR pays less unlike the new one which is RM4/hr (that's quite okay).
He'll text/call me later on the weekend to update me about my schedule. I very very much hope I get to work with Kak Yan at Cafe BR. :\
However, I'm still thankful that I at least get to work. Either way it's kinda alright with me. Hey I've work at Taipan before. Rate's the same. Deal with it IRFAAN!

Holiday's good. I'm just relaxing at home and would sometimes go cruising around here and there. haha
Gonna go tomorrow to Pavilion. Getting my visa at Emirates. :D

-I.

Clock's ticking.

2010-02-17T15:38:00.004+08:00

I'm back in my hostel room now.

Made myself go back early just to motivate myself into studying Maths. haha

Sunday will be my final and last paper.

After that, 3 weeks of holiday! I'll be working, hopefully. Need some money to save. ;)

Yesterday I met up with Lisza & Ashley. It has been so long since we hung out. Since it was CNY holiday week, we all had at least sometime to spare for catching up. :) We had lunch at Uncle Lim's. It was my first time there. It's like a kopitiam. Quite good if you wanna have something light and chill.

Preping to study now. Au revoir.

-I.

Detour.

2010-02-16T02:21:00.004+08:00

Could this week be considered as a holiday for me? Hmm. I'd say maybe just a bit probably because I've got such a huge gap of time to spare between my exams. 1 week. Anyhoo, I'm gonna go back early though to get away from these distractions. There's just plenty by being back at home. haha

So I met up with my high school friends yesterday. Farah wanted Glee so I brought my laptop to transfer it to her hard drive. Emme (Marisa) came along too which was double the fun. :) Spent 2 hours at an Indian restaurant then continued more at Baskin Robbins. :D I got a free ice cream from Kak Wanie! Thanks Kak. You're awesome. :) I'm glad that we all got to catch up with each other & Farah if you're reading this, it was my first time actually hanging out with you. haha :D Cheers to that!

-I.

It's just the beginning.

2010-02-10T10:15:00.002+08:00

Exam week has officially begun.

Today I'm kicking it off with Biology. I've been through all the 8 chapters and I hope I could do well or at least fairly. Like what I felt before during the mid-term examinations, I did not set any high expectations.

Tomorrow (Thursday), I'll be having Arabic exam. I practically passed it already from knowing my carry marks which is 60% (total) including mid-term and quiz marks. I probably passed the 50% plus plus. But I would still study like glance through the final chapters of the book. Looking at the grammer terms and stuff.

Right after that then.. I'll be having a week gap! Classes are already over and I could be at home for a few days. I will somehow go back to campus to have better concentration, probably by Tuesday or Weds I'll be back in the campus grounds. haha. The next & last exam paper will be on Sunday (21st), Mathematics.

I'm feeling nervous as always. Wish me loads of luck & pray for me. :)
Till next time.

-I.

Like a leaking tap.

2010-02-02T18:47:00.003+08:00

I'm sick.

FEVER

Just a week left till Biology and Arabic exam. Hope I have the strength to keep up and study while being sick. :(

-I.

Can I be on top?

2010-01-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

I feel like I need to crack my head open and wash my brain till it's sparkly clean.
Can't seem to fully focus well with studying. Let me study well! haha

It feels like I need a shrink to help me put aside whatever's distracting me. :P You know what? Probably this coming weekend, I'll just be in campus and only go out for my French class. I study alot better in my very small room. Plus tomorrow I'll be working again. I've noticed and felt like the current environment at BR is totally different. People gotta move on from time to time and I guess change's about to come. Kak Sab's last day will be tomorrow. So I'm hoping to suck in as many memorable moments as I can. haha :P

Also just a side note, this posts' my 117th, I think. Never expected it to be this much. :) Somehow, I'm enjoying blogging. Alright, I'ma delve myself some Biology. ;)

-I.

Handle distance, near & far

2010-01-29T21:27:00.006+08:00

TOM FORD

Sebastion

I really want that.
Super cool.

-I.

Fa la la follow me, move fast

2010-01-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

Exam are just 2 weeks left. I'm psyching myself out & still have alot more to catch up on studying Bio, Arabic, Maths & French (well there's no exam for it but still I gotta keep pace with classes & enhance my vocabs).

Right now after blogging, I'ma study. I bet to those who read my blog, hope you guys don't barf up from the overly excessive talk about studying. haha

Peace out, au revoir et a bientot.

-I.

Happy, indeed.

2010-01-23T01:26:00.006+08:00

Reunion of Twelveans. :)
It was alot of fun.

We all had dinner at Pizza Uno to start things off. Wait.. before that, there was a major downpour. I couldn't leave the house till the rain was a little less heavy. So I reached there at about 8.30pm. Practically most of them were there already but don't worry, some had just arrived btw. ;)

We catched up on what's new with each other and then decided to go play pool. However, Shanggar in a dissapointed manner said that the place was having a private party. That sucked. I was in all hype for pool. haha. Then later we all met up back at another place, McDonalds. The most beloved fast food "lepak" chain. :D

Talked and talked till about 11+. We said some goodbyes and I hope this won't be the last of our reunion. :) Come on, who doesn't love reunions? haha

-I.

[Blank] is my drug

2010-01-19T20:12:00.008+08:00

I'm still here and going strong. Fighting my struggles and still trying to have a good time.

3 weeks left to my finals. Here are the dates:

Biology 1 - Feb 10th

Arabic 1 - Feb 11th

Maths 1 - Feb 21st

I still have alot of work to do. Quizes and tutorials to complete and still trying to slot in some time to study past chapters.

Currently, the campus authorities are giving summons like nobody's freaking business. Why oh why?! Is it because it's near to the examinations and you all are desperate for dough? That's pathetic if it is. I got held by a fellow and he said I can't wear my Nike flops. I can't deny that it definitely has a striking colour (orange) but before this the post-guards never ever had any trouble with it. To that fellow, you even just had to be an arrogant douchebag and nobody likes that kind of attitude. Karma's gonna bite you back. However, thank God I didn't get any summons. ;\ Argh, totally spoiled my mood.

When I'm in my hostel room, I sometimes get so hungry. I'm not itching for heavy meals like that. Just something that can be digested to pass time or while doing assignments. The kiosk downstairs have nothing much to offer except junkfood. I do tend to buy them (I try to stay away from it) since I can't help to not eat anything.

:( It'd be so much nicer to have a fridge & a microwave here. Like that'll happen. haha ;P

Sushi's a drug right now. Awesome Japanese food. ;) I wanna go get some this weekend. Hopefully Aiman comes by to Subang, then we could go together. Btw, Legion is coming out to cinemas too this weekend! I wanna watch it so badly! :D

Omg, it's va va voom!

2010-01-14T03:12:00.002+08:00

Why am I posting these pics all of a sudden?!

I can't help myself. =\

Megan Fox is so mind blowing! My va va voom (shout out to M). :P
She's the new face for Armani Jeans & E.A Underwear.
Beautiful & amazing!

-I.

Get my nerd on.

2010-01-11T10:31:00.002+08:00

It's just 4 weeks left to my final exams.
I only have 2 subjects credited for and I have to focus! Study well & hard, get good grades and be happy after that. Struggle first, then relax. Could you agree with that?

If others can do it, so can I. ;)
I'll be spending less time on Facebook especially. Good luck to me! :P haha.

- I.

2010, will it be the same?

2010-01-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

It's 2010.
I'm happy that it's a start of a new decade. The year of 2009 was really really amazing.

- I made new friends (always expanding my circle)
- Had great family gatherings/outings/holiday.
- Reconnected with old long lost school mates (Lisza & Tya)
- Had an amazing working experience. There couldn't be a better job rather than scoop ice creams! :P
- Fallen in love with ice creams. Pathetic me. :S
- Become even close & had great outings/hangouts with good and awesome friends. :)
- Started university.
- Staying up late at night & waking up late.
- Learned to drive!
- Played a new sport (ping pong). :P

What to look forward in 2010?

- Be a nerd. I want to score well for my studies.
- To know what I really wanna do and have a decision on what I wanna persue for my studies. Bioscience/Biotech or Architecture.
- Have new adventures.
- Still, have fun with family and close friends (keeping in touch with them).
- Stay positive, focused, & always try to make whatever situations to be best as possible.
- Be more active, mentally & physically.

- I.

Pause, freaking sure?

2009-12-29T21:03:00.004+08:00

"Pause. Wait a sec."

That's what I actually thought of when I got my Biology result. After yesterday which Mdm. Saadah gave a very emotional speech/advice about our class being the worst out of past semesters, I was in disbelieved that I got an A. :\

She said there was only one person in the class that scored an A & I did not expect it to be me. But thank GOD that I got a great mark. She only gave some of the results back to certain students who got at least 28 & above (there wasn't alot).

I'm happy & thankful.

BUT,

Wait till I get my Math results, I'm not expecting any good from it. :\ I'll be over the rainbow if I pass.

Now, I have found something fun. Colouring my notes. :P haha. In a way, it does help. All those smarty PhD's holders say that colour helps alot when studying.

Au revoir.

-I.

Can I press forward?

2009-12-28T19:44:00.003+08:00

Refering to the title, I want to press the forward button cause I'm super excited for 2010! :) Plus I'm gonna work on the 31st which is another fun event that I'm really excited for.

Spending the weekend in campus was alright. I could live with it just that some cafes are closed during the weekends. It sucks. Wanna know why? Cause those cafes have the best food in campus! The other ones that are open have sucky food. This may seem like a complaint but no, I'm still grateful that there's food to eat. I only wished they would taste better or be up to par with E Cafe or U Cafe. ;)

Since I was in campus for the weekend, I had some spare time to go out. I only went to Secret Recipe at Jaya One to have dinner and study. However, studying in Secret Recipe was noisy & not comfortable. I wish I could have gone out but it'd be weird to go out right after you've been seated. Starbucks' a better place to study. Very condusive.

Math's exam was kinda alright. ; Tough, still. I'm scared of what my results will turn out especially for Maths. Biology was good though. I felt that I did pretty well. Owh well.. It's the past and done! Berserah to God. That's only what I can do.

A week left till the new year and I've got a quiz to study for, tutorial & lab report to complete. Such work. :P

- I.

That time of the year

2009-12-25T03:37:00.005+08:00

It's Christmas! :D

Merry Christmas to all of you bastards in the world. haha

Giving is definitely something that keeps me up top about the ones that I really care about. It doesn't have to be just Christmas where & when presents are being given. Everyday, we should give something back. :) I'm currently hooked on the holiday mood (eventhough I don't have a week break during Christmas time).

My favourite Christmas songs right now:

- Last Christmas by the Glee Cast

- My Only Wish by Britney Spears (always a fave)

- Winterlove by Paracute

- A Great Big Sled by The Killers

- All I Want for Christmas by Mariah Carey (all time)

& I'm taking this opportunity to wish my close friend AMIRA,

;)

- I.

Jingle bells

2009-12-21T13:28:00.002+08:00

It's been quite sometime since I've updated anything.
Right so last week I had my mid-sem break. It was for a week only & damn bloody I spent my time well. haha. I had a great time, mostly going out with friends and family.

I went to almost all the shoppings malls there is in the Klang Valley. haha
Mid Valley/The Gardens, One Utama, Sunway Pyramid, Subang Parade, Times Square, Pavilion.

I hung out with Zulaikha and her friends. Played futsal and netball (guys played too). On Saturday & Sunday, hung out with Zufar, Affif and Shanggar. Also met Zufar's family which they paid (belanja) for dinner.

I didn't forget that I had to study. I did open up the books and gave some time to study.
My french exam wasn't that bad. It was just alright & I passed. :) I can continue on to the next level which starts in January.

I gotta go now. Get ready for class which is at 2pm. I'll update more later.

- I.

Digested well with facts?

2009-12-10T02:34:00.003+08:00

I'm trying to figure out what I can do to not let myself be bored.
Though my eyes are starting to get tired. "Stay up!". I'm in my friends' room right now with my laptop and P1 W1MAX plugged in. The room smells of cigarette smoke. Not a nice feeling to be honest and I've been keeping that to myself actually. haha
So if any of you guys do discover my blog, no offence okay. I'm just not comfortable with it but what can I do? Just deal with it. :P

I've been studying Biology before this. It's for tomorrow's quiz plus as an early preparation for Mid Sem exams. I'm quite satisfied with what I've digested for the past hours. haha. I just hope tomorrow I do great for the quiz. Right after that, I'm going back home! A week of holiday but note to self, the following week.. there's exams. :( I'ma balance out the study and play time. :)

Ensuite (next), my french class is about to end for this term. That only means final exam is near too. Just two weeks left till December 19th and as usual, I'll get really nervous for it. :P I'll snap out of it sooner or later and start cramming whatever's been taught by lovely&beautiful Ms. Pauline. :D haha!

Owh btw, today's dinner was McDonalds. All of us ordered large set meals and were satisfied. Just the part when it came to paying extra charges (excluding the food price) and who to call for delivary didn't go so smoothly. Some people were a littttle bit selfish, to be honest. But that's passed by, so learn from it okay guys. ;) Everyone chip in. That's fair, right?

Off to bed now, perhaps. :P
Bonne nuit!

- I.

Whoosh

2009-12-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

Quite long since I have updated about anything. ;)

Studies, the usual. Lectures, quizzes & lab reports.
I'm working my ass off to get good grades. However, not all of my time was spent on pages of on going letters. haha Sometimes I do take the time to watch TV or go on Facebook. :P This Saturday I'm gonna have my first exam. Arabic exam! I think I'm gonna fair, maybe. I've got it all under my fingertips but still, I can't be too condifent. Anything can happen, by snap!

Next 2 weeks, MID SEM break. :D At least there's a break eventhough it's for a bloody week. haha
Devide the time well enough to study and have fun. I need to catch up with my friends and Zulaikha's back in KL. :) I'm excited that she's back, though I won't be able to go for futsal like earlier this year (which was super awesome). A bummer.

Here's my mid-sem dates:
Arabic Level 1 - 5th Dec
Biology 1 - 22nd Dec
Maths 1 - 27th Dec

-I.

I need to.

2009-11-22T13:04:00.003+08:00

I felt that this past whole week has flown by absolutely fast.
When it was on Wednesday, I said "Gosh I didn't even realize it's already a Wednesday!"
My weekend started off my going to Bukit Bintang with my friends, Amira & M.
It was great to seem them after months of each other's life attributing to studies. haha :P

The best part of the outing was Pavillion's Food Republic (food court). :D
So many choices! I ate Lontong. It has been quite sometime that I've not eaten that.

Owh now I can drive to another cool place, by myself. ;)
Bangsar! haha. The place is really nice. I had some time to explore the area right after my French class. It wasn't bad and I'd definitely wanna hang out there sometime. My IIUM mates have been wanting me to take them out around anyway but just that we need to find the free time. haha. I could bring them to Sunway Pyramid, Bangsar, Midvalley, One Utama, The Curve and many more. ;)

I myself also have been studying constantly. Currently doing alot of Maths exercises and reading my Biology notes. I hope all these hard work pays off! haha

- I.

You can write a bad romance

2009-11-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

My Sunday was not too bad. :)
I spent the morning catching up on my favourite hobby (yes.. in my terms, hobbies too have "faves") which was watching TV series! :D I watched Grey's, Ugly Betty & Supernatural. Those were some of the ones that I've seen. ;) I did most of the watching yesterday. haha

Later, just went to hang out at BR. Got some free ice cream. haha! ;) Thanks Sab. I hope I do get to wish you "Happy Birthday" in person on Thursday night. You're a good new friend. :)
Owh and I can't believe Kak Asmah is already five months preggers! :O haha but Kak, you still look the exactly the same. Your apron probably did the hiding a bit too much. haha ;)

I'ma print out some article now. Later at 9pm or so, going back to campus.
Life goes on, always. Just gotta keep pace with it. ;)

- I.

Single simple couple trouble.

2009-11-14T12:09:00.004+08:00

The title refers to Tya's quote about relationships. ;) haha.
Funny, ain't it?

Yesterday after Friday prayers, I made a spontaneous decision to hang out with Tya and Sarah. It was our very own first outing together. haha. Went to watch "The Box" which is an okaaay movie. Not that great but just decent. I bet T&S didn't really like it. We actually wanted to watch 2012 but the movie was sold out for the day, how unlucky for us. After the movie, S wanted to shop for some clothes particularly some tops. I don't know why she has to do it on that day when she can basically go on a shopping rampage right after her SPM exams. Totally free when that day/moment arrives. haha

Fakh (my IIUM buddy), asked me to search for some article for his English presentation. I don't mind though to just search and print it out. He can study the article once I give it to him. You owe me for that. :P haha

Anyhoo, my BR friends (includes Aref, T&S, Nick, his gf) are planning on going to Genting. How exciting that must be right?! :D They plan to go during my mid-sem break. Just a short trip or we might probably spend the night there. Can't wait for the Genting trip! haha. I hope the plan really does work. ;) I have some money saved for it already though. That's done. hehe

Yeah right now I'm about to get ready for French. Owh! I gotta complete the short homework my teacher gave me. Better off doing it now. Later.

- I.

What now.

2009-11-13T00:43:00.003+08:00

I'm at home now.
Just got back from hostel tonight.
This may come as a shocker, but what to do now that I'm back home? : I feel so bored. Kinda wished my friends was around. XD haha.

I have some French studying to do.

- I.

Triple fun that way. :D

2009-11-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

What a day. :D
I loved it to pieces. I had such an awesome time.
My BIRTHDAY couldn't have gone better than this!

Right when the clock stroke midnight, my family and cousin Aiman sang Happy Birthday to me. :) It was a nice moment which I didn't expect. haha
I started the day when I got a phone call from Baskin Robbins and my friends sang Happy Birthday. It was heart-warming. :) Then I sent my brother, Imran to Japanese class and dropped by at Baskin Robbins to visit my friends. They gave me a simple but nice gift with a card (everyone signed on it even Kak Asmah! :D). Thanks guys! Really appreciate it!

Later I went for my French class. My class had been transfered to the Bangsar centre. I kinda like it there. The area is very happening. It's near Bangsar Village and has all these really nice looking shop lots. Owh I've a pretty French teacher. ;) hahaha!

Evening, we had a mini-high tea with Aunty Laila (& family). It's always good to have them around. I'll see them soon anyway for Hari Raya Haj. For supper, I hanged out with my BR friends at Old Town Taipan. I pretty much had something light. Didn't feel like eating anything heavy cause I ate like pig back home. :P hahaha.

In a nutshell, I kinda felt like this year's birthday mean so much more to me. Filled with love, care and joy. :) Merci beaucoup to my family (& relatives), close friends (BR ones and some others), friends and everyone else! :D Je t'aime! It was the best!

-I.

The life report

2009-11-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

I'm still not sleepy. It's cause I have slept during the afternoon.
Currently I'm alright as always. haha This may be for now though. It ain't permanent. Wait till work starts to pile up. :P

This 1st semester, I'm only given 3 subjects to study.
Biology 1
Maths 1
Arabic 1

My schedule isn't as packed like my other friends. They have English up on thier schedules. hehe
I got exempted for English which I'm glad to achieve. Thank God! :D
My roommate's a great company whenever we get bored. haha
I got in to a room for 4 person (max). Super lucky and thankful cause it's the best kind of room rather than being in a room of 10 people! :P
Btw, I have no classes on Fridays! ;)

- I

Saturday is the best!

2009-11-01T02:46:00.002+08:00

Hey blog. :)
I got back from IIUM on Friday evening. Reached home at around 4pm and then went to see my BR friends. Just to hang around and catch up on life. haha

On Halloween, I went to work at Baskin Robbins. The only reason why I did so was that being there is alot of fun especially with my friends & co-workers. Amazing people to be around with. :) It wasn't cause of the money though. I was treated like a current working BR staff which was great. haha. I also laughed like crazy cause of Tya & Sarah were making their funny jokes. HAHA. Love you guys. ;)

IIUM PJ is surprisingly cool and not bad at all. :) My roommates are decent and easy to get along. Thank god I got a room that's only for four people unlike any other hostels which could be like 10 to a room. ;P Classes start on Monday. So for the first week, I basically just had some briefing regarding to my foundation course and how the university works..

Sadly, my weekend is almost up. It's already Sunday and I'll be going back to campus at night. I hope to get whatever that needs to be done done. :P Owh! I need to get a belt (broke it at IIUM). I'm definitely gonna bring my laptop and also hopefully P1 W1MAX.. haha.

-I.

Bye for now.

2009-10-24T02:23:00.002+08:00

I'll be back next week when I get back from campus.
Only God knows what will happen tomorrow and for the following week. I'll miss the internet, downloads and especially FACEBOOK. haha
MSN and YM too.

So yup.. Here goes me. Wish me lots of luck.
I'll write all about it soon.
Goodbye.

-I.

It's already Friday.

2009-10-23T11:10:00.002+08:00

Owh the big day is tomorrow.
How I'm feeling? Nervous, anxious and excited at the same time. Finally I'm going to start having classes/lectures and live a hostel life.
I have to finish off with some things right before the big day. So I better write it down on paper. :)

Anyhoo, last night I had a confrontational talk with my cousins, Nadiah and Aiman. The talk in a way cleared up some blurry thoughts I had in mind before. Now I'm just learning from experiences, I guess. I hope to myself and God, even if I start to change, it'll be a good one. Not the other way around. My main goal for this first semester is to achieve at least CGPA 3.0 and above. I just need to in order for me to do architecture. I have to give up certain habbits which I may not be able to do while being in a hostel. For an example, downloading tv series. haha
My brother will do that from now on. I have given him the task to do so. You better do well! haha :P

Owh I'm not gonna bring my laptop for the first week. So I probably won't surf the net just for the week (unless I head to the library or find a computer). If my classes are over, I'll probably just revise and study. Maybe even just for a while I could read a magazine or a book.

So yup. I guess I better stop now.
I'll update soon. I won't abandon this blog. Never. haha

-I.

It's quite, no fun

2009-10-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

Time is ticking.
I want a time machine. It'd be so great to turn back time. Too bad that machine doesn't exist.

I have most of my stuff ready like clothes and hostel supplies. I need to finish filling up forms which I think can be a hassle. haha
Sometimes I get lazy. Just too many forms. :P
I'm just bored at home. Nothing to do & no one to talk to. :\

-I.

Wtf?!

2009-10-17T04:30:00.003+08:00

I just typed something quite long to post and as when I clicked "Publish Post". Blogger had a page error!

Well then let's summarize. :

- I miss my cousins in KK, alot.
- Why does time passes by so fast? Can I just press the stop button?
- My cousin Aiman is going back home tomorrow, which sucks. I just love my cousins being around. No boredom. haha
- I'll be starting my new term of French. Level 3 baby! ;)
- However, classes will be like 4 hours straight! Can't it be any shorter than that? haha. Tiring definitely.
- A week left till university! Wanna spend what's left of the time greatly.
- I have a few IIUM documents to fill up & certify some documents.
- Mimi (cousin) took me & Aiman for breakfast yesterday. We catched up on things after not seeing her for years. It was great. ;)

It's already 4.37am. Gonna sleep.

-I.

Curse you thief!

2009-10-15T13:44:00.004+08:00

Someone freaking stole my money.
I just found out today (afternoon) that my ang pau containing Raya money and savings are empty. All that's left are just a few RM1 notes. :(

Why would you want to steal people's money?! I know even the maid won't do such nonsense.
All I've got in my mind is that probably Imran's friend(s) took it. I had no idea they could be like this at such a young age! Argghhh..

I hope I get my money back though it seems unlikely. How is that even possible? Unless they return it back which I have doubts about it. ;\ Whatever it is.. the one who stole my money, you don't deserve any good or happy life. I hope you realize what you've done and give it back immediately.

-I.

Goodbye KK

2009-10-15T05:54:00.002+08:00

I'm home now. Plane touched down at 3.30am (Oct 15) after being delayed like 5 hours & 45 mins.
Thank God that Nadiah and Ira came back to accompany us while waiting. We just talked and hung out. They came at like 9.30pm and stayed till 12.15am. Thank you guys!

So yeah. My KK trip is finally over. All good things always come to an end.
I had a good holiday. Wasn't exactly great cause of certain stuff that happened. They had me shocked and worried at the same time. So much has changed over the pass year which I never expect from my cousins. I had some ups and downs with their foolish decisions.

I'll definitely will miss my cousins alot. We don't see each other often. Just once a year (hopefully every year) I get to visit and spend time in KK. You guys need to come to KL for a change. haha But I will be in IIUM/UIA. :( Maybe on weekends we can do something. Now everyone has different university schedules which sucks in a way. Not like normal high school where everyone gets holiday at the same time.

I'm going to IIUM/UIA in a week's time. Nervous about what's to come. The challenges of being a university student & living by strict rules. I'll have to suck it up and just focus on what I plan to achieve! Till then I'll update more since now I'm back home and have got nothing to do.

-I.

Suspicious

2009-10-10T04:17:00.003+08:00

What are you really up to?
Sneaking out late at night. Lying about what you are up to?
I'm a Scorpio.. I tend to figure things out later on. Scorpio's are very observant. Once I catch you, I can never really trust you like before.

Now I can't even sleep. My heart is pounding fast. How am I suppose to sleep if I'm feeling like that? :(

-I.

10% bad luck for the day

2009-10-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

Devastated.
I just don't know what to really think beyond this point. I have many "what if''s" in my head,. What if.. what if?
I got a call from Dad this morning. He said I didn't get the course that I was hoping and applied for. :(
Instead I got an offer to study Bioscience. It ain't all that bad but I definitely was anticipating and excited to study Architecture.

I thought with uncle helping out with my application, it'd be alright (like he said it would happen). So now he is suggesting that I persue with what's been offered and by the next semester, I could apply for an exchange (he'll help with that though, again). However, I need to obtain excellent grades in order for the plan to go well. I really really wanted to study Architecture. :( Eventhough I had doubts about being an Archi student (everyone keeps saying that Archi students will be so busy and be night owls), I still had the determination to keep going and persue what I feel was right.
But Bioscience isn't that bad anyway, to be frank.. I actually wanted to study that in the first place. That idea was way before I decide to settle down with Architecture as my future.

Oh God help me. My insides feel like they're so tangled up and bout' to rip off. :

-I.

Tik tok, time travels

2009-10-06T21:34:00.005+08:00

I'm just blown away by that amazing picture. :) Loving it to bits and pieces. haha

Right, I'm now in Kota Kinabalu having some great quality time with awesome relatives/cousins. I arrived here way back on October 1st with my cousin, Aiman. So far we've been to Kundasang, watched a few movies and just hanging around. It's been great. I don't really know what to write right now. When it comes to these things.. it'll take some time for me spit every bit out. haha

I'll be here in KK for 13 days to be exact. Just a week+ till me and my cousin head back to KL. University is about to start. On the 24th, I'll be stepping into another chapter of my life which could be terrifying but yet exciting at the same time. Hopefully I won't be too busy with my university life.

Till then..

Au revoir.

-I.

Finally at the end

2009-09-28T23:01:00.004+08:00

"Now it's time to go,

Curtain's finally closing,

That was quite an experience,

Very entertaining,

But it's over now"

Will miss these people very much. We meet everyday and it has been really great. Working at Baskin Robbins has been a great way to spend my time rather than being a couch potato. haha :P Plus, meeting new friends (and also old friends) & having ice creams everyday?! Amazingly awesome. :D

Ariff . Tya . Sarah . Kak Asmah . Nick

-I.

Raya celebrations

2009-09-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

Fasting month is over. Raya celebrations has just begun.
So, it's now the 5th day of Syawal, and it's been not too bad.

I spent most of my time at Baskin Robbins these past days cause I didn't get any off days which to me, I'll get more extra cash. Plus my days scooping ice creams on a regular basis will come to an end by end of September. :( I'm pretty sad that I won't be seeing much of my friends/co-workers anymore. They've been a bundle of joy to work with. Whatever it is, we'll keep in touch. I have arm muscles now due to scooping hard rock ice creams everyday. haha :P

My french class is on term break now. I'm hoping to continue for the 3rd level and still be able to balance my university schedule. October 24th is just a month away and I'm a little bit nervous, yet anxious about it. Thank god it'll just be in PJ. :)

- I.

Thrilled.. it's done.

2009-09-20T01:29:00.008+08:00

I came to class yesterday having the butterflies in the stomach. Scared how the test results would turn out and thought "Will I pass this?"

As a matter of fact, here's what I got for my French exam..

I was so relieved.

_____

Hari Raya is today. I'm not too excited about it. Just thrilled that I don't have to wake up for any sahur meals and fast. Eat and eat from now on. haha. The spirit here is just not up to par with whatever that's going on in KK. Honestly, I'm just looking forward to work (which will be in the evening). Another thing.. just 10 days left till I go back to KK! :) Superb.

Friends, I hope to catch up with you guys since most of you are on break from university. Have some time off just for a while and hang out alright. ;)

-I.